U could definitely see "hardcore" in her eyes..like nothing would shock her...made me think of the Paul Schrader film "Hardcore" about the young Calvinist girl from GR who came to Hollywood for a Young Calvinist Convention & ended up on the streets, selling her body..did u ever see that ? Re: Pray 4 this girl...
She definitely had that "jaded" look & was in that part of town & dressed that way too...& the way she caught my eye when she came in (to starbucks)..u could tell she was a person who knows how to "get down to business..."...that can be good or bad...in this case not so good...not to cast judgment on her..
...she's a victim to a certain extent & prob doesn't even realize she's trapped (yet)...they prob give her just enough money & clothes to make her feel as if she's doing well for herself...
...yet even tho she had that "get down to business" look she also looked gentle (as if she was still new to the business) & as if she still liked people, even men ( I can imagine some in the pornography business might come to be man-haters after a while)...
...she's the kind that u want to rescue (like a friend's daughter)..but they don't know or feel they need to be rescued yet...ironically the "law" is so "protective" of people's rights...in some cases the law actually makes it possible for them to feel as if nothing is wrong & that nobody has the right to interfere..
...if I tried to do anything to "help" her I am sure I would be re-buffed...(I.e. "I don't need your help, Christian man..get lost")..yet at the same time..she did have a certain "receptiveness" about her as if she wanted to be approached..(or approached by "prince charming" but not boring Christian man, ha ha )...so maybe I should have taken the chance
